im not happy right now.

so my favorite band=the kooks. not because i think there all super hot and think hott sex with them would be fun. but because i enjoy their music. they are like all my favorite genre’s mixed into one. and there lyrics i believe to be sincere and just an added plus who can resist that british accent. now people may not agree with me which i dont give a shit about that. BUT. how can i like a band when all over the media “The Kooks are Dickheads”… not my favorite thing to hear about. i’ve only just recently found out about this band which makes it odd that there already my favorite band b.c. im pretty faithful to a band once there claimed my favorite and it usually takes awhile for them to be claimed that way. so of course ive been youtubing them finding out as much as i can that ive missed from the past two years. i found all their interviews very interesting and have made up my own opinion on them, which was a good opinion. but then i google them specifically luke pritchard…

how does a guy wanting to fuck carmen electra make a guy an asshole???? i have not seen one thing that would give me the idea that hes an asshole. and ive been watching videos with him speaking not just things saying opinions about him. theres always more of course but ive already ranted to other people about it that i dont even remember the rest. but no, im URG.

i dont even know what to say… i dont know what the point of this was but idk someone please tell me what you think… ill prolly update this later im too frazzled and i dont even know why its bothering me so much.

ME

make-up

June 17, 2008

ok so obviously Most girls wear make-up on a day to day basis. and these girls like seriously cake it on. that bothers me. me personally wear make-up? no. maybe eye-liner and mascara from time to time. but no. this is because when i wear make-up of course i feel and look amazing but then when i take it off and look at myself in the mirror.. i see ugly. i am not ugly without make-up. people usualy think im wearing make-up. On a day-day basis people always say something about “Omg, you do your make-up so well… blah blah blah” etc etc. there soo shocked to hear that im not wearing any.

i understand that some people dont feel pretty without the make-up, but i have so many friends who are absolutely beautiful without it. and sometimes they look better without it. all make-up does is cause you to have terrible skin. im sry but i would prefer healthy skin over making myself look better when i dont need to anyways.

and the time that women spend on their make-up every morning. im a very lazy person why the hell would i spend like half an hour or more EVERY MORNING to cake shit on my face that will cause me to look like shit when im older and make me feel bad about myself when its not there?

i usually keep my mouth shut about these things though because all that ends up happening is i end up getting glared at. cant stand that. and then people have the nerve to say omg but you’d look so much prettier if you had make-up on. and then i end up going into this long ass rant about how its stupid to wear make-up. i understand i get it. but do not push it onto me.

sadly thought im about to contradict myself.
i love the way make-up makes me look…

 eh
     ME

p.s. if i have hurt anyones feeling or something… sry.

liar liar

June 15, 2008

ok so i lied, i have this major urge to write all of a sudden soooo…. here we go.

why does everyone suck? i swear to god everyone just makes me angry, you know another thing that irritates me is people who try to shove religion down other peoples throats. i honestly dont give a shit whether your atheist or christian(those are the main ones im speaking of). i think its cool i mean… ugh ok let me try saying that again. if you are a christian or atheist or anything like such, cool. im not going to ask you why and im not going to try and conviince you to be something else, if you would like to tell me about your reasoning thats cool too i just dont want to get attacked because i have a different view im willing to listen thats all. im agnostic if theres a god thats nice i dont really care i dont plan on dieing for quite some time. if there isnt a god guess what im ok with that as well. plus, this is my own stereotypical experiences but, most of the christians… like serious hardcore christians are back-stabbing snobby ass bitches. if there is really a god most of the christians who are walking around shoving theier religion down peoples throats are going to hell. i am a good person although im sure you wouldnt agree by reading this, but i truly do believe that i am. obviously ive done bad things and probably will in the future but im not worried that if there is a god im going to hell. some people should be though. i dont understand how people dont see that. i honestly dont believe that very many people on this planet have truly sat down and actually had a deep conversation because people are just so ignorant. urg. i hate everyone… i know though i will be taking that back by next blog…

ugh
     ME

bleh

June 15, 2008

hello world…

i am abra. thats about the msot you’ll get to know about me super personally. actually i probably shouldnt say that because you will actually find out a lot about me through this. i dont even know exactly why im doing this… it will prolly only consist of me ranting about how i hate everyone… oh well. i can almost assure you that these will not end up being in a special order but ill do what i can. for those of you that will look at this on a regular basis(if there are any of you), thanks ahead of time and sorry ahead of time for the inconvience non-consistency.

uhm… i dont think that im going to write much more right now because im feeling kind of down and crappy but thats just because i read a really depressing blog nothing really to do with me and i dont want my frist blog to be about me feeling bad for the world. i suppose ill attempt to get at least one up every week… stick around

me