Ooh La

11:58pm

what am i doing?
im sitting here at my desk like every other night talking to my friends and looking stuff up.
why?
because i enjoy it? right?… i think so
well of course i do but i should be doing other things right? i do have a life its just at the moment not a very upbeat one… is that my fault? probably… but the question that matters most is do i care that its my fault…

Kooks Concert

‘ello(jk)

wow i havent done this in awhile… a long while. so this post im sorry to say is going to be a shrine to September 9th and 10th 2008 in which i am going to go see the kooks in concert. excitment. so if you hate silly fangirls then you should stop reading now. i hate silly fangirls as well, but theres a time in everyones life when you just need to jump up and down screaming with excitement and happiness.

the only good thing that i think comes out of these tickets are the fact that they force me to do my summer work that i should have started in june considering school starts in what? less then 3 weeks. =\.
all i have to say is IM SO F***ING EXCITED ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY. but i have to get my work done first.

so heres the thing. i dont get excited about things… ever. like when i was younger my mom would get so annoyed by the fact that i could sleep all day on christmas when most kids are up at like 6 in the morning rushing for their presents. its a bit of a different situation now though. the only reason im not AS excited as i will be as im waiting in line to get in is because of the possibilty of it all going totally wrong. its not a great feeling to jump up and down scream your head off so on and so forth just to get disappointed. i probably sound like a pessimist who needs to just live her life right? i agree but then again i’d rather be safe then sorry(usually at least =)

i think this is going to be a long post =\. ah well. ok so since my last post concerning the kooks i have become an extreme fan. when i wrote that post i had pretty much just found out about them. which be the reason i came across that information because i was attempting to catch up on all that i had missed out in within the last 2-3 years they’ve been around. so once i finished all my catching up im not sure what happened but i was just got wrapped into the fan world. not the usual though like crying yourself to sleep because you want to see/meet them or seripiously obsessing to the point of possible stalking them, threatening to marry them. no. i am not that kind of fan(although i do have a bit of the attack them on a street corner kinda thing in me). more like relating to other people when it comes to their music. this is gunna get sappy but thanks to the kooks i have met LOADS of great people who are currently some of my best friends. the internets a dangerous place for stupid people. but if you have a brain and arent going out meeting people you’ve never met alone/talking to strange creepy guys who say they love you and then going to meet them in a dark alley somewhere, well then the internets a great resource for all kinds of things. i should have been in bed 9 minutes ago. well im not sure where i was really going with all of this but if you got something out of it hey, ive done what i suppose i was suppose to do(bleh that sounds stupid) and if you were simply annoyed by my rambles or corniness and fangirlishness im sry for wasting your time.

i end this post with go find a band whose music makes you fall in love(with the music, not necessarily the members but there always an added plus ) and find other people who feel the same =). lemme guess i sound like a twat.

this might get deleted later. lol.
p.s. leave comments they make me happy… or dont. you know, whatever floats your boat.

Me